mark of Cain

Wrongs done,

never to be undone

Guilt borne,
never to unburden

A piece of soul, “Forgiveness from above?”

The rest aware,
No,
a million.

My conscience;
“Knock, knock, Hello?”

Impressions and admirations buried below,

Deceive endear,
never was,
is,
to be,

Mind’s heart, Heart’s mind bellow.

Ramblings......

I disregard norms.

Then am I the norm?

What are the norms?

Who says?

I say think.

Think. It is the norm.

Or I think it is the norm.

Then again let me ask,

What is the norm?

What are the norms?

Swirl Black

Swirl black
forever

never around my mind
sharp as ever

yet swirl black
my senses take

one, a many, a million

recurring
conscious recurrence

acceptance? denial?
of that innocent ignorance or calculated apathy?

Lonely battle

Hers was a lonely battle,

Mortal melodies she waltzed to

in dismal fantasy of her own.

Hers was a lonely battle,

Proud she stood on chiseled grave,

Death craved by her own hand.

Hers was a lonely battle,

wounded Queen and the last among her race,

lesser mortals not her own claim

Hers was a lonely battle,

against such memories etched in her mind ,

they may not be her own.

Hers was a lonely battle.

I

I live for me, for myself.
mine are the footsteps that will lead.
I am untouched by feigned patronage.
The right path is for me to choose.
I refuse to be cast in moulds.
my individuality i shall defend.
I refuse to be manipulated.
My right to freedom shall be respected.
I inscribe my mind, my thoughts.
my expressions cannot be oppressed.
I strive for my cause,To win.
My endeavor shall not be deterred.
I am what i am deep within.
my soul will not be broken by despots.
I ascend the stairs to my empyrean.
My walk is not towards the Styx.
I live for me, for myself.
Mine are the footsteps that will lead.

Ramblings......

Solutions a myriad she can find
but none for her the complications
that shroud her own mind

refusing to let her think
refusing to let her breathe

why does she let her self be
consumed by the thoughts that fill her?
her senses asphyxiate her...