Wednesday, February 03, 2010

Remember, remember, this is now, and now, and now. Live it, feel it, cling to it.

99 blog posts
48 poems
11 original photographs
assorted indulgences and 
a myriad idiosyncrasies later, 
i realise that The invisible counter has been ticking, 
(despite my repeated attempts at ignoring blog birthdays 
and other  momentous landmarks)

but now, it freezes.
and i'm left staring at a number, 
which would mean nothing to me If not for the blog.
If not for the blog, i'd have never 
crossed paths with some of the most 
amazing people in my life right now.
and that, is a HUGE understatement.
(you know who you are; 
and i love you, 
every one of you)
for this, i'm thankful. and willing to surrender 
to the retrospection that the 100 brings.

The 100th entry, however, is not mine. 
Instead, these words belong 
to the one constant in my life
beyond everything else, 
my soul mate, 
my best friend, 

I'll take the liberty of calling her following poem  "Oasis"

She says:

"This is dedicated to those who have stood by me, 
all those times when the sun set 
and there was no hope. 
There is no strength bigger than love. 
If it offers none of that strength, 
then it is not love at all."


Its past midnight
And I don’t want to wait for the sun tonight
I have lost many ‘todays’ for tomorrows
I don’t want to wait for the sun tonight

Yearning for voices from hope and love,
Dreaming of that precious hand,
I have lost many ‘todays’ for tomorrows
I don’t want to wait for the sun tonight.

While my tears drop in regret,
Of all that is lost and will never be me,
I have lost many ‘todays’ for tomorrows
I don’t want to wait for the sun tonight.

When the sun shines tomorrow,
And casts his warmth upon me,
I will be deep asleep and be glad
I didn’t wait for the sun tonight.

PS: the song she picked.

11 smoke wisps:

BrownPhantom said...

A hundred and many more :).

Bohemian said...

I Love Her
I Love You
I Love Your Blog!
I'm Glad Today.
Shall Be Every Single Day.

PULKIT said...

god bless ya!
many more to come surely...
U rock!!

Diwakar Sinha said...

god bless...

mentalie said...

:) happy, happy to you and yours, my friend!

eveline said...

I've only just found you, but i'm so happy i did or rather you found me. But I appreciate you sharing your life with us. It's truly a pleasure to get to know you a little more every time you post here. Congrats!!
I raise my cup of tea in a toast to you (and this space) Here's to a hundred more, atleast. :)

Piper .. said...

:):) You rock, Girl! :):) hoping to read many, many more..

Meghana Naidu said...

brown dude, diwakar, pulkit : thank you guys :)

boogers: and i, you.
im glad you are :)
everyday deserves it.

frencher: thank-you. will tell em :)

ev: thank you! THAT, was very nice to read!
lets raise a non-tea toast sometime,
some music etc ;)
and i am very happy i found you too,
mexico, <3, more than i can say :)

piper: nice to have you back here! thank you :)

Anonymous said...

Oh la, 100 is a lot! Congratulations!

Your blog's a bit funny though. Stuff that I haven't read on my Google Reader is becoming marked "Read" by itself... Not nice!

Sayandeep Kundu said...
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Sayandeep Kundu said...

Hello, just stopped by your blog and truly enjoyed your poetry...yours is an awesome blog..
Regards~ Sayandeep

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