I.Q. pre-requisite

Congrats on getting here. Stay. "There's no secret handshake, There's an I.Q. pre-requisite, but there's no secret handshake"
This description is merely perfunctory. I digress too much for you to get bored anyway. Say hi to my alter ego/s once a while... they get grumpy when ignored.



inside of my mind, this is what you'd find;

"Poetry makes nothing happen. It survives in the valley of its saying." - W. H. Auden

Saturday, November 21, 2009

for now, for me



for now, just realisation; 
acceptance follows behind.
tomorrow
trapped in silent pages
twisted thoughts today unwind.
conversation
round the corner lingers, 
solution plays hard to find. 
for now, just realisation; 
acceptance follows behind.






Wednesday, November 18, 2009

one thing i did today to stay sane







2009, 18th November. Wednesday 18:24 hrs
"are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet are you here yet"



2009, 18th November. Wednesday 23:53 hrs


Yes. yes. yes.
she's back.
my best friend is home.
i can breathe again.







"now that you're back | You're coming home |
| Put on my coat | I'm out the door" 






familiar





they still make me smile,
love, even though i dont;
you dont. maybe
its because i've,
forgotten all the
hurt. or maybe
its because i've,
forgiven what was
base. or maybe
its because i'm.
just downright stupid.


but you know better
than most 
don't you,
that none of those three
are true.
that it is because,
during all the hurt,
you just stopped 
being you.








But i wont stop laughing.





serendipitous images: continuing the series and other stories.







Monday, November 16, 2009

imperative





"Who is more 
foolish, the child
afraid of the dark 
or the man 
afraid of the light?"






image courtesy gunnar freyr. click click


tonight i know i cannot sleep; words, just words, offer no release.






I,
live life break mind close eyes laugh lies
sew hope lay claim heal self stay out


I,
dance true play nice love scorn rule high
care less want all buy time sow doubt


I,
dye dream slip not feel right know more
take turn write mess blot own choke shout


I,
leave sense force thought fail faith find shore
add note make chance tie down lose count

























Sunday, November 15, 2009

trick question



"I have the choice of being constantly active 
and happy or 
introspectively passive 
and sad. Or 
I can go mad by ricocheting in between.


-Sylvia Plath"