Tuesday, October 13, 2009

not even a sign? a warning? did i not love you so!



first my brand new speakers screw up
then my line-ins;
music, became a rare resource.

my music player followed,my protective bubble

went missing; in to blank nothingness
alien abductions? maybe,
it had some UDOM in it


i had almost recovered, fixed up rca cables,
an oh-so-smug me was oh-so-happy


but the geek up there,
you know... the chief programmer,
decided that i hadn't had
enough woe to compensate
for all the happiness *snort* he's given me


so wonder of wonder
the mother of all boards
gave up on me.
she lies there, eerily blinking
yet, refusing to live
she went silently
without a sigh or a moan


my umbilical cord to the world i love,
and the hope chest of my existence
has failed, and oh lookie! it can be
"...either catastrophic, component, or ethereal."
and it me, who slowly slips;
a surreal virtual coma


---
and oh btw, there's new music,
with the right number of
dedications [you know who you are]
so yeah, enjoy all the music you guys
while i go jump off the balcony
:|


PS: related tags
fuck my life,
im giving up today,
traitor!im leaving you for another( the books)
dont look at me with those cheating l.e.d's
look what you've done to me! how can i ever ctrl+alt+delete ever again in my life!
:|

13 smoke wisps:

Atrisa said...

Wow, depression over imperfect technology! I thought I was the only one :P

I thought the writing bug hit you hard after a hiatus. But just figured its you making conversations you haven't had in a while :)

Diwakar Sinha said...

Yeah its such a pain...
I totally understand :)

Mohan said...

You sure sound like a Geek! RCA, Mother of all boards, UDOM...

I never thought the ranting can be so lyrical.. you rock girl :)

poorni said...

I second the furstration in this blog..life's lost without music n technology...keep it rolling

Merin Mandanna said...

Hahahaha Oh, how I love your rants!

Things any better yet?

Shanu said...

Lol..I know how u feel..i felt exclty the same way when my PC died :(

BrownPhantom said...

Hee hee.
You ARE wierd :).
My laptop too has been coughing blood a lot lately. Cheap attention-seeker, I suspect though.
How was the fall from the balcony ?

BrownPhantom said...

I meant weird. Darn.

Atrisa said...

Where are you? Blogosphere is empty without you :(

Meghana Naidu said...

tris:
girl, <3
but, ive come to realise that conversations dont really mean much, so there's little point to all of this anyway.

diwakar, poorni, shanu:
but there was more hanging in the balance than just mere technology

mohan:
but it doesnt make a difference does it. emd of the day im Just another stupid consumer with a broken computer

merin:
sweetheart
things NEVER get better with me
if there is a cosmic range of worser that the worst, thats where they always hover

Brownphantom:
weird is a good attribute to ahve
that way when you lose it entirely
nobody really notices
or cares

Merin Mandanna said...

Eh. Come online and TALK, woman!
Geminis in misery. We can make it all better.

Akshata said...

Start a band. A Gothic Rock band.

Meghana Naidu said...

merin: no, not misery, just life.
and talk doesn't ever help.

but tell me, do you love my fish-ies?

aks: that would help, you say?

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